An apology

I'm sorry
I'm asking you an apology
As i'm a person that you'll fall in love with impossibly,
You'll never be mine legally

Baby you're out of my reach
Yet growing inside of me since 1993
Friend, isn't that what we are supposed to be?
Or it's just another of my fantasy?

Only to know you're exist is equal as winning a lottery
Someone who has you must be lucky
I wish i was wealthy enough to hire a genie
So i can afford you a lifetime of glee

I'm sorry
I'm asking you an apology
Sincerely
To my living ecstasy